FREE USE
So I of course asked AI to help me with this, but I am tweaking some things and making it my own. The term Freeuse to me is an umbrella for terms like CNC (Censensual-non Consent), Ravishing Play, Fantasy Non-consent Play, Forced Consent, and a few others but taking it a step further because some do consider it to be a type of dynamic. The others are more of a roleplay deal or fetish. Freeuse to me means that I am available to my Sir on his terms, when, where, and however, he wants me. There are still safewords and boundaries that are put in place. For the most part, nothing is off-limits. I am his in totality and the word “no” could never leave my lips. I am his to take.
Sex is a topic I could talk about all day and the topic of Freeuse has definitely piqued my interest. From what I have read on Reddit, Freeuse doesn’t mean crossing boundaries or hurting the person you are with. There are still dos and don’ts. Before consenting to this type of dynamic you should be sure that you understand the realities:
- The sex won’t be all the time
- You have to be practical when you actually have the time and space for such things to happen.
- There may be times you truly don’t want sex
I feel like I am close to being in this type of dynamic. I think this would work well for me just because I have a hard time being vocal about when I want or need sex. As I and my Sir discussed today some people need to be fucked to feel they are loved and that resonated with me hard. Sex for me shows me you care and are still attracted to me. Lets me know if you still want me. So to be in a Freeuse dynamic would cut out the trouble of me having a hard time expressing my need for sex. I mean when am I not horny? A good fucking and beating sets me on the right path. It keeps my mind clear and allows me to be present and not live in my head so much. Sex when you least expect it to happen is the best. I of course would be waiting for it all the time, but when he takes me I would never know. Being in this type of dynamic would allow me to push the shyness away because I agreed with this dynamic. No more fear of getting rejected when asking for sex. But this still leaves me with questions:
- What about when I’m in the mood and you are not?
- What if I’m not being used as often as I would like?
- Would you take away my toys and make me wait until you fuck me?
I don’t want to make sex a chore for either party involved but the reality is we are not always on the same plane when it comes to sex. This past weekend for example; I want to be used all weekend long. I know drinking doesn’t help, but you were tired. I can’t always tell when you are in the mood, but I guess that would add some allure to surprise use.
Freeuse definitely feels like a part of our dynamic already though because there are times when you have waken me and taken it or woke me up by playing in my pussy. I wouldn’t mind this at all. I need to be fucked on a regular anyways. I desire to be used and left with my body aching all the time. You’ve created a whore and sex is probably the one thing always on my mind. I just sit and wait for you to tell me to get my knees and worship your dick, to bend over so you can use my holes. I especially loved when you made the comment about the pictures and video I sent about my holes being back open for business. I want my holes open always to you.
Someone on Reddit asked “What about Freeuse turns you on?” and for me, it would have to be the non-verbal aspect and the rape fantasies that play in my head. Taking me without any regard for how I’m feeling or what I am thinking at that moment. This would be me taking my submission to another level. The ultimate fuck toy.
Subspace Seduction 