Service

I haven’t been to an event in so long that I felt I wouldn’t be able to enjoy myself, but I got so much more from this weekend just by allowing myself to be in the room with others. I haven’t been in service to anyone but my Sir and this was my first time serving at an event. Over the weekend I got the chance to be in service. I had an attire I was meant to wear: a black full-body stocking and a red accent. I chose a cute black open-back lingerie stocking and as my accent a black jeweled collar with a red flower.

As a part of the service team, I was required to escort VIPs to their rooms with their luggage and bow and leave them with the event phrase we were given. The phrase was meant to be a secret and only spoken by those who knew it.

It was also a requirement to help clean up after each smaller event that took place and set up for the next class or party that was next on the Eyes Wide Shut agenda.

This weekend I had to learn a new type of service. I am used to waiting on my Sir and serving Him, but I had to learn to be open to serving others. I got to hold a tray with drinks and light snacks on it and walk around asking other kinky people if they would like something.

I showed myself that I was capable of being back in the realm of BDSM with other people. It was intoxicating and it made me smile. I was nervous the entire time. Worried that I would fall, or drop a glass. BUT I did not!!

I also got to serve Sir while on this trip. He got to host a bourbon social and I set up the table for Him and made sure it was ready for Him. I got to see Him talk about one of the many things He’s passionate about. He don’t play about His Bourbon. I got to be a little bartender lol! I’m really glad that everyone enjoyed the drinks. Especially the Kentucky Mule.

It felt good to hear the praise (cause I would have a praise and degradation kink), but I loved being of service to everyone. I love that it pleased Sir too.

Being in service for others feels different for me but I can’t wait to do it again. The chance to top my last performance.