A New Kink

Being at Eyes Wide Shut’s dungeon was like being at my first play party. Seeing everyone kink the way they like (with consent) and people crowed around to watch. Some are in awe of what they are seeing but most wish it was them putting on the show.

At the first play party I ever went to I was in awe of seeing all the people doing things I wanted to do. The moans and pants, and growls bouncing off the walls. The light at just the right setting to cast shadows. The first type of play I wanted to try that night was fire play. I wanted to see what the cups felt like. I also wanted something to take the edge off. I was super nervous and the fire massage and cupping I got was just enough to help me relax and have my curiosity peeked.

I saw a couple in an impact scene and was in a trance listening to the sounds she made as He hit her. Using different implements to bring new sounds from her. I wanted that. I needed to know what it felt like to experience that kind of pain. After the scene, the woman found me and said that I looked like I was curious about the scene and I was. So her Sir and I sat down and negotiated what I was looking for and curious about.

This was the night a man made me cum for the first time without fucking me! I didn’t realize that that night would change everything for me. I became a painslut and started chasing that high.

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The Psychedelic Dance Party was in session and everyone was glowing (literally)!! Music was playing, dancing was happening and the room was full of smiling people.

Sir told me to bend over the massage table and His hands began trailing all over me. Sir wrapped his hand around my throat speaking into my ear demanding I show Him just how much of a whore I am. Grinding my ass into Him wishing the clothes between us didn’t exist.

The DJ was playing some beating ass music and Sir was beating my ass to it. People were giving Him compliments on His timing. I’m always telling Him that He has skills. And He can swing some mean floggers. They never miss and when the music is just right it makes the impact of the floggers vibrate through my body.

After playing with Sir I saw out of the corner of my eyes someone being wrestled to the ground and I giggled. I had heard about people wrestling and had a kink related to it, but I never understood why. It did look fun.

SirX was the culprit of these festivities and after things began to calm down I walked over and we made a couple jokes. Of course it was my curiosity that drew me in. Deep down I knew I wanted to try it.

After some hesitation, I finally said why not? Try something I’ve never done and see how it goes? Just like my first play party, i was surprised with how excited I was about trying this.

We found a more open space and He asked if I was ready. I said yes and the first thing He did was get low to the ground. I knew He was sizing me up. It didn’t take long because the next thing I knew His arm was around my leg and I was barely touching the ground. I screeched and we were on the floor. He is strong as fuck! We tussled around and soon I was out of breath. I tapped out.

BUT I wasn’t finished yet!

I laughed as if I thought I would get the upper hand in this next round.

I was determined so one last time I got low like Him. The primal in me is not willing to submit or surrender yet. I watched His eyes. Knowing He was going for my legs again. This time I wasn’t going to give up easily. His arms locked around my leg and lifted me up. We ended up tumbling around the floor. He’d let go of my leg and I thought I could roll over and pin Him down. The next thing I know I’m on my stomach and He is holding me down. The growling and panting made me hotter than I already was. We ended up rolling on our side. His leg is thrown over mine as I try to wiggle out.

I wasn’t giving in yet though. I said out loud “There’s always a way out”

I soon got my arm loose and managed to pin him for only a few seconds before He had me rolling over again. His arm wrapped around my neck squeezing just enough to let me know He had me right where He wanted me. My panting and sweating let me know I had enough and I tapped out.

After wrestling SirX came to tell my Sir that I was cooked from the waist down. We had gone about 4 rounds and I was panting and the adrenaline was pumping. I had no idea that wrestling could be so fun.

I sat on our massage table to give myself some time to calm down and catch my breath. I drank some water and Sir asked if I was okay. I said I was but on the inside, there was a fire burning inside me.

I was so pumped I started feeling dizzy and needed to go outside. Sir made sure to come out with me and make sure I was okay. He looked into my eyes to make sure I was good. The animal in me was awake.

I never knew the rush that came with wrestling. I felt like I could take on anyone in that moment. I was half tempted to try my Sir, but He is a big guy and I know I would end up tapping out too!

Long story short…don’t be afraid to try new kinks. You never know what you may end up liking. I can’t wait for the next time. I want to tap into the more primal side of play. I want to let the beast within me out to play every now and then.