Preparing For Daddy to Take my Ass When Sir first told me that he wanted to take my ass I was nervous. I didn’t think I would want it or that I would end up being such a whore for Him. It’s been months and I’m using my butt plugs. I wear them to work… Continue reading Anal Stretching
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Assignment 18
“Sometimes when He looks at me I start to beg and whimper…” I love the way He looks at me. The looks Sir gives me make me drop to my knees most days. Especially when I know He’s about to destroy me. And I’m always ready to oblige. Sometimes when He looks at me I… Continue reading Assignment 18
Passion
Relationships are not easy by any means and when you add BDSM/Kink or any alternative lifestyle things can become a lot trickier. There are times as a sub I feel I lose myself in Him. I become whatever He desires me to be, but He constantly reminds me that I have to still do things… Continue reading Passion
Why Do I Submit?
Before I tell you why I submit, let's talk about what submission is... Submission is oftentimes looked at as a weakness in the Vanilla world. I remember opening up to my mother about being submissive and the first thing out of her mouth was "I don't have time to be anyone's doormat" and I shook… Continue reading Why Do I Submit?
Being Vulnerable
I love that I’ve found someone to be with that makes me feel safe. Vulnerability is the one thing I’ve always been fearful of. When Sir fucks and beats me I go into a headspace that leaves my mind blank and my head spinning. Last night I got really high with Him. He stepped outside… Continue reading Being Vulnerable
A New Kink
Being at Eyes Wide Shut's dungeon was like being at my first play party. Seeing everyone kink the way they like (with consent) and people crowed around to watch. Some are in awe of what they are seeing but most wish it was them putting on the show. At the first play party I ever… Continue reading A New Kink
Service
I haven't been to an event in so long that I felt I wouldn't be able to enjoy myself, but I got so much more from this weekend just by allowing myself to be in the room with others. I haven't been in service to anyone but my Sir and this was my first time… Continue reading Service
Eyes Wide Shut
So over the weekend Sir and I attended an event and it turned out to be amazing! This is the first BDSM event we have attended together and the first one either of us has been to in years. I will be sharing a few different topics that this event brought up for me. I… Continue reading Eyes Wide Shut
Vacation
My First Vacation was a success! So the last week of September Sir and I went on vacation with some friends and had a blast. We went on a cruise and got to be in the middle of the ocean for 5 days. I was super nervous, but I had a blast. We got to… Continue reading Vacation
Trust, Intimacy, and Aftercare
Exploring the Depths of Psychological Play In the world of BDSM and kink, there exists a fascinating realm known as psychological play. This intricate and deeply intimate form of play delves into the recesses of the human mind, pushing boundaries and exploring the complex interplay of power, control, and submission. Psychological play isn't just about… Continue reading Trust, Intimacy, and Aftercare
Subspace Seduction 