This is a question I ask myself over and over again...let me preface this with the fact that everything I write about is done with consent. Why do I let Him treat me this way? Why can't I cum without the pain? why do i have to be treated like a slut? why do I… Continue reading WHY DO I NEED TO BE TREATED THIS WAY….?
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Cook, Clean, and Fuck!
This weekend was the first weekend home and W/we didn’t do much running around. W/we really enjoyed it. Got to see live music twice! (Post on that coming soon) I’ve cooked twice this week already. And when Sir has me in domestic service mode I love it. It turns me on. I could see myself… Continue reading Cook, Clean, and Fuck!
Not All Rainbows and Sunshine
Sometimes the world is loud and just overstimulating in general! It becomes hard for me to focus. My mind races a million miles a minute. My sleep is broken up and the itch for spanking is more intense. These are the times when I have to communicate to Sir what I need. I know I… Continue reading Not All Rainbows and Sunshine
Meet and Greet
After getting my brains fucked out and deciding it was time to get ready for the meet and greet I got my surprise outfit out and got dressed. No shower, cum still leaking between my pussy lips. I wanted to walk around smelling like an owned whore. I pulled out my sexy black outfit. I… Continue reading Meet and Greet
Letter For Sir 2
11-27-22 Dear Sir, Yesterday was a great day. The moments that we share truly make me happy to have been chosen to submit to you. Thank You, Sir, for choosing me to be Your Submissive. There is truly never a dull moment with You and You keep me on my toes. We finished watching "The… Continue reading Letter For Sir 2
Passion
Relationships are not easy by any means and when you add BDSM/Kink or any alternative lifestyle things can become a lot trickier. There are times as a sub I feel I lose myself in Him. I become whatever He desires me to be, but He constantly reminds me that I have to still do things… Continue reading Passion
Why Do I Submit?
Before I tell you why I submit, let's talk about what submission is... Submission is oftentimes looked at as a weakness in the Vanilla world. I remember opening up to my mother about being submissive and the first thing out of her mouth was "I don't have time to be anyone's doormat" and I shook… Continue reading Why Do I Submit?
Being Vulnerable
I love that I’ve found someone to be with that makes me feel safe. Vulnerability is the one thing I’ve always been fearful of. When Sir fucks and beats me I go into a headspace that leaves my mind blank and my head spinning. Last night I got really high with Him. He stepped outside… Continue reading Being Vulnerable
A New Kink
Being at Eyes Wide Shut's dungeon was like being at my first play party. Seeing everyone kink the way they like (with consent) and people crowed around to watch. Some are in awe of what they are seeing but most wish it was them putting on the show. At the first play party I ever… Continue reading A New Kink
Service
I haven't been to an event in so long that I felt I wouldn't be able to enjoy myself, but I got so much more from this weekend just by allowing myself to be in the room with others. I haven't been in service to anyone but my Sir and this was my first time… Continue reading Service
Subspace Seduction 