Bumps in the Road

So I have been in limbo I feel like for about two weeks now and I am finally over it! I lost my job and it sucked and made me feel really shitty. Sir has been encouraging and the ever problem solver.

I’ve applied all over the place and finally found an excellent general labor job and I started today last week. I went shopping for shoes and some pants that I needed and it felt good to say I’m going back to work.

While on this “mini vacation” I felt down and expected Sir to be upset with and punish me. He didn’t. Which made me sadder. So I was in the dumps and being shitty to everyone and I shouldn’t have been.

My family came to visit me and It helped a lot. I spent the day with them and cried my tears. Once they left I felt a bit of a hole inside me, but I didn’t let it get me down.

I knew Sir could pick up on my behavior and see I wasn’t really feeling anything. I had come back upstairs from being outside to grab my joint and He asked me what I was about to do and I told Him.

He told me to come here as he sat down in the chair in our room. He told me to get on my knees and bend over. I wasn’t expecting that. I got into position and He pulled my pants down and began rubbing my ass.

The first swat of His hand came and I let out a loud exhale. I knew this would be the spanking I needed. Leaning into the smacks as they came and groaned when the pain hit me just the way I liked. Feeling the pain wash over me I was trying to hold back the noises I make, but it was no use. He wanted to hear them and I gave it to Him.

Sir wasn’t letting up until He was satisfied that I knew I needed this and He was doing this as much for Him as for me. The tears began to fall as He switched from His hand to a paddle. The sting was shooting right to my pussy and heart.

It always surprises me when I cry during a spanking. I love it! BUT It always brings out the emotions I hide. The ones I think I will just get over and keep it pushing. By the end of it I am in a puddle of tears and Sir tells me to sit up and come closer. I wrap my arms around Him and cry into Him.

“You know you needed this, right?”

“Yes, Sir.”

He wipes my eyes and continues to comfort me. I lay my head on Him and try to slow my breathing. I look up at Him and ask if I can have more later and He agrees. running His hands down my sides and raking his nails back up I shiver.

Sir tells me to sit back and pulls His dick out. I know I get my reward for being a good girl now.